♥ 2:24 AM

Okay,I'm super sick today until I have fever. Its been a long time since the last fever came. So ya. Was unable to go for band. Sorry peeps! I know I should rest more and now its like 2.05am?! I just took the pills. I should feel sleepy right now,but I'm not. Say I'm weird or whatever. Cause I think I'm very weird. First is drinking coffee,tea and even red bull will make me sleepy.Next is drinking 4 bottles of beer or even drinking whiskey will make be super awake just like I just took medicine I'm still feeling so awake. I'm suppose to be feeling sleepy right now. Haiz,what is wrong with me yo.LOL.

Anyway,this is not gonna be a emotional post. Like I said before that I won't have anymore emotional post here. But today's topic is RESPONSIBILITY. Yes,what are your responsibility in life? Well,first you must think of your role in life. A daughter, a sister, a friend, a classmate, a close friend people can rely on, a senior, a student and also a leader. Wow,that's like 8 roles that I have to be responsible in. Seriously, I must admit that I didn't do well in any of the roles that I'm suppose to do. Yes,not even a good daughter. As you guys know, I'm a very practical person. I choose my course because its easier to earn money. Yes, I see money as my number one. If you still haven't realise this,well, I have to say,you don't know Linda Yeo. Maybe its because of the environment that I grew up in that causes me to see money so important. But still, I never think or feels that I'm wrong about my number one,money. I mean come on,think about it. When you have the money,you will be able to do most of the things that you want.Most importantly buy whatever you want. Yes,I am a materialistic person.(I don't know how to spell la)You need money to live in this world. You need money to support your family. You need money to pay your bills,to eat,to shop,to even see a doctor when you are ill. So tell me,is money important?OF COURSE!

Anyway,back to responsibility. I don't know whether I'm doubting myself or people around. But it just never come across my mind that I'm a good example that people should learn from or even a leader people look up to.I'm being serious here.But I'm not being emotional.Just being rational. Maybe you guys might say,don't doubt yourself,you are good. You see,I have never ever thinks that I'm showing a good example to anyone or like people change because of me. I have been like monitor in primary school(Soon,quit and change to another person), basketball leader in my class(we came in last second), being forced to do some stupid art pieces with shells(didn't even get prizes or name), Maths and Chinese subject raps(I never do any of the homework),Treasurer(Lost some money and still have to fork out money sometimes when some people stole class funds), St.Marg's Band committee(Libraries which I think I never do it very well) and now SP's Band committee(QM,which I'm trying to do my best). Get what I mean? I have never done anything perfect before. Which makes me wonder why,why I have so many responsibility?!


Well, I guess its all fated. What I have to do now is to do my very best in each roles. Making sure that I make the less mistakes as possible. Which I think its very difficult.haha. Gonna write down some goals that I wanna achieve this year.I know its a little late now,since its also starting April soon. But still.LOL!


GOALS:

1) Save enough money to go for Fahrenheit's concert and also maybe get a red PSP.(See, I told you I'm a money minded person)

2) Doing my parts in every roles that I'm given.

3) Be a nerd this year!STUDY STUDY STUDY!(The most difficult thing!)

4) I will add on if I still have.Right now,still thinking..LOL!





Hey people,I'm thinking of changing my blogger to wretch. Which is actually used by many Taiwanese. I know you guys might say I'm crazy over idols again. But cause wretch can allow me to have a page where I put my album and also plus blogging, Which I personally thinking that its better than creating another account from some other website to upload photos. So what do you guys think? Should I change? Or should I not?Hmmm...still thinking.Anyway, love watching Taiwanese drama people there is this new drama called "Fated To Love" in Chinese is "Ming Zhong Zhu Ting Wo Ai Ni" though they only came out two eps now,its really nice. From my point of view. try watching it when you are free.Its kinda of funny. I seriously thinks that it better that "They Kiss Again" Though I'm a Fahrenheit fan. I don't blindly follow okay.haha.Okay many gatherings coming up. Audrey's and SookFung's birthday dinner on Thursday, James's concert on Saturday, Cliqque small gathering on next Saturday, Add Maths gathering on next Sunday and etc..See, I'm so busy,who say I'm slacking yo!haha.Okay,shall reply tags.



Tags Replies:

Sing Ye: Spent too much. So no present for you.LOL!
SookFung: Welcome back home! Thanks for the Fahrenheit's can. Its okay that its empty la. At least you got the heart. I brought Bang Bang Tnag's gai ban!LOL!
Jeanna: Erm,Jeanna,since I believe two years before up until now,you are still the same in MahJong. Just as NOOB.But better than some others from our cliqque la. Learn from my sister,which is your Boyfriend.haha. He plays better than you.haha. And I welcome you to show me your power anytime,I'm right here waiting for you to show your power yo!haha!