The Author.
★Yeo Hui Fen Linda.
★19th January 1989.
★Ex-SMPS/SMSS.
★SP-DEEE.
★Symphonic Band-Percussion.
★Cotton On.
★WRETCH.
★FACEBOOK.
LOVES:
♥Family.
♥Cliqque.
♥SMSS girlfriends.
♥SP Friends.
♥Cotton On Friends.
♥FCs Friends.
IDOLS:
WISHLIST:
♥HDD.[granted]
♥Instax camera.[granted]
♥DSLR camera.
♥Fisheye camera.
♥iTouch/iPhone.[granted]
♥Have Lots Of Money.
♥Dream Job.
♥Bright Future.
Talks.
Byeees.
★CLIQQUE:
♥Cliqque
♥Jeanna
♥Jolyn
♥Kellyn
♥Linda
♥March
♥MeiLin
♥SookFung
★Fan Club:
♥Adelene
♥Apple
♥Brenda
♥Bunny
♥Cassandra
♥Casslyn
♥Daphne
♥Emily
♥Gracie
♥Hazel Ng
♥Hazel Yong
♥Jacqueline
♥Jolene
♥Josette
♥Josey
♥Kae
♥Linx
♥LiTing
♥Melissa
♥Rachel
♥RuiZhen
♥Shanice
♥Shermaine
♥SuHan
♥Theresa
♥TingFang
♥Wendy
♥XianJiao
♥YanChiew
♥YuBing
★Idols:
♥Arron Yan
♥Ah Wei
♥Ao Quan
♥Calvin
♥Da Dong
♥Danson Tang
♥Ice
♥Prince
♥Wu Chun
♥Xiao Yu
★Singapore Polytechnic:
♥Audrey Lee
♥Chester
♥ChongXiang
♥Edmond
♥Emily
♥FangYu
♥GuoShu
♥Grace
♥HuiShi
♥KayMiang
♥KhehHong
♥LiTing
♥Randy
♥Shi Tian
♥SP Band
♥Stella
♥TiacWoo
♥WenLing
♥WenShao
♥WenXiang
★St.Margaret's:
♥Amanda Poh
♥Audrey Siow
♥Bandnanas
♥Eunice Tan
♥Faiznur
♥Joycelyn
♥KayMinn
♥Kristen
♥Elizabeth
♥ShuWen
♥Stacey
♥St.Margaret's Winds
♥WeiTing
♥XiuXiang
♥Yanqi
♥Yvonne
♥Zijing
★Woo.com:
♥Abrenda
♥Joanne
♥Kelly
♥Yu
♥YuQing
♥雅K
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Credits.
Sunday, September 26, 2010,
♥ 4:04 AM
Sorry, Was supposed to update about ZE:A...But Too lazy. Anyway, Carol wanted to read my one shot. In order not to let others see my username I shall post it here. kekekekek...Title: Because I Love You
We met when I was 18 and you were 21 at a pub thanks to a senior of mine who is your friend.I didn’t like you at first. Because I thought you were weird.Your topic about being an alien if you were to born again just turns me off. Plus you spelled zoo as “J-O-O”
One day, I received a bouquet of flowers that was place on my table in my classroom. I wasn’t expecting it to be you. But when I open the card and saw “Would you go out with me on for a dinner this Saturday night? Love, HyunJoong” I was surprised.
I didn’t know what came over me. I just thought maybe it was just a “get-to-know-better-session” or something. Thus, I went to meet up. I still remembered you were wearing a Navy Green polo tee from Ralph Lauren with just normal straight cut jeans. You were holding a bouquet of pink roses in your hand. Then you said “Thanks for agreeing to come for this date. You look pretty today.”
I joked and said “So I only look good today?!” You immediately said “Aniyo. I didn’t mean it like this.” That’s the first time I found you cute. For the whole dinner session, you were trying your best to make me entertained with your not-so-funny jokes; you even talked to me about what’s your dream. I got to know many things about you on that night. Knowing you are under DSP as trainee wanting to become a well known rock star, but you ended practicing dancing everyday instead of playing your favorite guitar.
You insisted sending me to my doorsteps after dinner. Before you left, you hold on to my arms and said “I don’t know how you feel about me. But I just wanna let you know that I really like you. Would you be my girlfriend?” You looked at me with those puppy eyes of yours. I nearly wanted to agree, but I didn’t. Because I don’t know about my feelings towards you yet. You told me you would wait for me no matter how long I take, because you love me.
After months of you trying to win my heart, I finally give in and we ended as a couple. My friends around were jealous of me. Having such a good looking boyfriend who protects me from everything. When I was in pain [Girl’s monthly problems], you would make hot chocolate drinks for me and let me lay down on your laps for hours. Even though you always make fun of me and calls me “Ya!” instead those normal couples who address each other as “Honey” or “Darling” But I just love your style. We were the most loving couple ever.
One day, you called me and told me to go down DSP’s building to meet you. You said you have a surprise for me. You introduced your new members to me. I still remembered seeing five pretty faces in front of me. That when I got to know Saengie Oppa, Jongie Oppa, Mal Oppa and Joon Oppa. I was happy to see you enjoying their company. The five of you practiced so hard together so that the group can become the NUMBER ONE world superstars. And because of all these practices, we could not see each other as often as before. But I didn’t mind it at all.
Finally, the day came. You stood on the stage with the rest of the members. Dancing to the song “Fighters” There were already a few high school girls cheering for the five of you below the stage. The members were crying after the first performance in the car park. You were trying to hold back your tears, because you are the leader of the group. But you could hold back any longer when I walked to you with your favorite comic. You hugged me so tight that I couldn’t even breath. That was the first time I saw you cried. I cried with you too. Not because it hurts me to see you cry, but I was happy for you. Your dream came true.
Soon after, the name “SS501” was all over Korea and Japan. Your fan base got bigger and bigger. The time I spent with you got lesser and lesser. From meeting up daily, to meeting up once or twice a week, to a month or two. It was even harder for me to see you when you were in Japan. After a few months, you finally came back. We were supposed to meet up for dinner, I waited for 3hours, and you finally showed up. But you left after 10mins. Because there were fans following you. So I ended up eat the dinner set meal by myself, when the tables around me were all couples.
There was once, when you invited me to the studio to watch you do photo shoots. You looked really hot. There were beautiful models around you. Their hands were all over you. But your eyes were either on me or the camera. This little action of yours just warms my heart again. However, all we did was eye contacts. Because when the shoot was finished, you were being pulled by your manager to your next event. Thus, I was left all alone again. I still remembered it was a rainy day. I walked under the rain for hours and ended being sick. You didn’t know about this, even now.
During your 22nd birthday, your company helped you organized a huge birthday party with all the celebrities and those big companies CEOs. The presents they gave you were Gucci bags, LV wallets, Prada’s shades and etc. You saw me, and you walked to me giving me a hug. I said I didn’t prepare a present for you, you didn’t mind it. I’m sorry I lied. I did prepare a present for you. But I didn’t have the face to take it out to show you. It was the necklace that you wanted when we walked pass a “$10 shop.” The necklace with a guitar pick as its pendant. On the pick itself it says “I Need You”
Most of our dates were short. Thanks to the paparazzi. The incident that ended up with this ending was when we were being caught holding hands on streets at night. We thought there was no one. But sadly the news was all over the newspapers in Korea. Many fans were angry. No forgetting your company and managers were angry too. I over heard what your boss scolded you by chance. That’s when I finally made the decision. The decision to leave you.
I sent a parcel to you after the incident. Because you were being grounded by your company. Inside the parcel there is the necklace that I always wanted to give you and a letter. I wrote…
Dear HyunJoong Oppa,
I’m sorry. When you are reading this, I’m already on way to a place where it’s far away from you. I’m sorry that I have to do this to you. I wanted to tell you personally, but I couldn’t. Because I know, when I see those eyes of yours, I won’t have the courage to make this decision. I choose to leave you. Not because I was sick of you, not because I changed my heart. But because I love you. That’s why I had to leave.
Being a singer is always your dream. You told me on our first date. I always remembered that. Thus, I didn’t want to be your burden. I didn’t wanna affect your career. I know you love to perform on stage with your brothers. I saw how happy you were on stage. And I know it is really important to you. Thus, I made this decision.
I will never forget the pink roses that you gave me. You told me pink rose means admiration. Thus you gave me 100 of them, to prove that you are 100% sure about me. All the times that we spent will be kept in my heart forever.
Don’t bother to look for me. Just put all your energy on your dreams. I will support you by watching every show that you attend and buy every album that you sing. Oppa, hope you like the gift that I wanted to give you since your 22nd birthday. I lied to you that I didn’t prepare it, because I was too ashamed with the gift that I gave. Just wanna let you know that, wherever you go, whatever you do, I’m always supporting at the other end of the world.
For the last time I say this to you…
“Oppa, Saranghae…”
Love,
Linda.
Today, I became a fan of yours. I'm became a Triple S. Hiding inside millions of Triple S to support you secretly. I'm glad that you are doing well with the other 4 Oppas. SS501 fighting...
One day, I received a bouquet of flowers that was place on my table in my classroom. I wasn’t expecting it to be you. But when I open the card and saw “Would you go out with me on for a dinner this Saturday night? Love, HyunJoong” I was surprised.
I didn’t know what came over me. I just thought maybe it was just a “get-to-know-better-session” or something. Thus, I went to meet up. I still remembered you were wearing a Navy Green polo tee from Ralph Lauren with just normal straight cut jeans. You were holding a bouquet of pink roses in your hand. Then you said “Thanks for agreeing to come for this date. You look pretty today.”
I joked and said “So I only look good today?!” You immediately said “Aniyo. I didn’t mean it like this.” That’s the first time I found you cute. For the whole dinner session, you were trying your best to make me entertained with your not-so-funny jokes; you even talked to me about what’s your dream. I got to know many things about you on that night. Knowing you are under DSP as trainee wanting to become a well known rock star, but you ended practicing dancing everyday instead of playing your favorite guitar.
You insisted sending me to my doorsteps after dinner. Before you left, you hold on to my arms and said “I don’t know how you feel about me. But I just wanna let you know that I really like you. Would you be my girlfriend?” You looked at me with those puppy eyes of yours. I nearly wanted to agree, but I didn’t. Because I don’t know about my feelings towards you yet. You told me you would wait for me no matter how long I take, because you love me.
After months of you trying to win my heart, I finally give in and we ended as a couple. My friends around were jealous of me. Having such a good looking boyfriend who protects me from everything. When I was in pain [Girl’s monthly problems], you would make hot chocolate drinks for me and let me lay down on your laps for hours. Even though you always make fun of me and calls me “Ya!” instead those normal couples who address each other as “Honey” or “Darling” But I just love your style. We were the most loving couple ever.
One day, you called me and told me to go down DSP’s building to meet you. You said you have a surprise for me. You introduced your new members to me. I still remembered seeing five pretty faces in front of me. That when I got to know Saengie Oppa, Jongie Oppa, Mal Oppa and Joon Oppa. I was happy to see you enjoying their company. The five of you practiced so hard together so that the group can become the NUMBER ONE world superstars. And because of all these practices, we could not see each other as often as before. But I didn’t mind it at all.
Finally, the day came. You stood on the stage with the rest of the members. Dancing to the song “Fighters” There were already a few high school girls cheering for the five of you below the stage. The members were crying after the first performance in the car park. You were trying to hold back your tears, because you are the leader of the group. But you could hold back any longer when I walked to you with your favorite comic. You hugged me so tight that I couldn’t even breath. That was the first time I saw you cried. I cried with you too. Not because it hurts me to see you cry, but I was happy for you. Your dream came true.
Soon after, the name “SS501” was all over Korea and Japan. Your fan base got bigger and bigger. The time I spent with you got lesser and lesser. From meeting up daily, to meeting up once or twice a week, to a month or two. It was even harder for me to see you when you were in Japan. After a few months, you finally came back. We were supposed to meet up for dinner, I waited for 3hours, and you finally showed up. But you left after 10mins. Because there were fans following you. So I ended up eat the dinner set meal by myself, when the tables around me were all couples.
There was once, when you invited me to the studio to watch you do photo shoots. You looked really hot. There were beautiful models around you. Their hands were all over you. But your eyes were either on me or the camera. This little action of yours just warms my heart again. However, all we did was eye contacts. Because when the shoot was finished, you were being pulled by your manager to your next event. Thus, I was left all alone again. I still remembered it was a rainy day. I walked under the rain for hours and ended being sick. You didn’t know about this, even now.
During your 22nd birthday, your company helped you organized a huge birthday party with all the celebrities and those big companies CEOs. The presents they gave you were Gucci bags, LV wallets, Prada’s shades and etc. You saw me, and you walked to me giving me a hug. I said I didn’t prepare a present for you, you didn’t mind it. I’m sorry I lied. I did prepare a present for you. But I didn’t have the face to take it out to show you. It was the necklace that you wanted when we walked pass a “$10 shop.” The necklace with a guitar pick as its pendant. On the pick itself it says “I Need You”
Most of our dates were short. Thanks to the paparazzi. The incident that ended up with this ending was when we were being caught holding hands on streets at night. We thought there was no one. But sadly the news was all over the newspapers in Korea. Many fans were angry. No forgetting your company and managers were angry too. I over heard what your boss scolded you by chance. That’s when I finally made the decision. The decision to leave you.
I sent a parcel to you after the incident. Because you were being grounded by your company. Inside the parcel there is the necklace that I always wanted to give you and a letter. I wrote…
Dear HyunJoong Oppa,
I’m sorry. When you are reading this, I’m already on way to a place where it’s far away from you. I’m sorry that I have to do this to you. I wanted to tell you personally, but I couldn’t. Because I know, when I see those eyes of yours, I won’t have the courage to make this decision. I choose to leave you. Not because I was sick of you, not because I changed my heart. But because I love you. That’s why I had to leave.
Being a singer is always your dream. You told me on our first date. I always remembered that. Thus, I didn’t want to be your burden. I didn’t wanna affect your career. I know you love to perform on stage with your brothers. I saw how happy you were on stage. And I know it is really important to you. Thus, I made this decision.
I will never forget the pink roses that you gave me. You told me pink rose means admiration. Thus you gave me 100 of them, to prove that you are 100% sure about me. All the times that we spent will be kept in my heart forever.
Don’t bother to look for me. Just put all your energy on your dreams. I will support you by watching every show that you attend and buy every album that you sing. Oppa, hope you like the gift that I wanted to give you since your 22nd birthday. I lied to you that I didn’t prepare it, because I was too ashamed with the gift that I gave. Just wanna let you know that, wherever you go, whatever you do, I’m always supporting at the other end of the world.
For the last time I say this to you…
“Oppa, Saranghae…”
Love,
Linda.
Today, I became a fan of yours. I'm became a Triple S. Hiding inside millions of Triple S to support you secretly. I'm glad that you are doing well with the other 4 Oppas. SS501 fighting...
The End...
Sunday, September 12, 2010,
♥ 4:22 AM
And so I'm here to update! =DThe most recent group I saw was ZE:A, which I just sent them off like 6 hours ago?! They are awesome!
09/09/10:Thursday
I went MS to meet Jamie who was gonna parked her car at MS while we only use Carol's car to fetch them at the airport. So we met up at the Taxi Stand waiting for Carol to come and fetch us. Both of us were so busy talking about "Banana" that we forgot about Carol. Suddenly we heard someone calling us from far, then we realized she reached already. LOL!
We took our time there. We were talking about Mexicana sent Jamie e-mail of Key's poster or something. But Carol didn't receive it. Then suddenly Carol checked her phone and she screamed! I was like "What? They finally send Key to you?" She went "NOOO~" then she showed us the message. SHE WON A PAIR OF CAT2 TICKETS TO SEE ZE:A! I was like "OMGGGGG!!!!" hahahahah! Anyway, Jamie was SUPER DUPER HUNGRY then. We decided to go Swensens to settle their dinner. I had mine since Mummy cooked and made me ate it before I head out. Jamie ate A LOT! No joke! LOL! Then we took our time, went to Polar to see their Winnie The Pooh's mooncakes and HelloKitty's mooncakes and then headed to Starbucks to get ourselves a drink. Then slowly hopped on Carol's car. After about 30-45mins of waiting in the car, we got news that they left, so drove and ended up beside them.
Only 7 members were on the bus. The bus curtains were all up. The very first person I saw was MinWoo, damn cute! Then I saw HyungShik, super pretty! I put up my "Woong Jae" board. SiWan saw and started WAVING HAPPILY like a kid! LOL! Jamie was behind me, she was like "omg! that guy smile until so cute!" hahahah! XDDDD Their curtains were down after that cause their managers asked them to do so. =(
We followed all the way to Conrad Hotel. Saw most of them walked in. Then we went back to the car and started waiting. While all the fans ran back to the airport to fetch JunYoung and DongJun. So after Joyce,Pam and Mel joined us in the car. We were crapping as usual. Then waited at the lobby for awhile and there JunYoung and DongJun came. JunYoung totally have the Micky Yoo Chun look! Okay, or should I say Micky's brother's look, YooHwa. LOL! and DongJun is the HAN Ga-In. DAMN PRETTY! XDDD They did some fan services and went in. =D Then we went to UFO to catch Jamie's "Yuri" for Yuri and one more for herself. While Joyce got herself the toy after we gave all the toys we didn't want back. =D
Mel spent hundreds over on a jackpot, but she still couldn't get it. Until the guy was like "okay la, I give you. What you want?' LOL! It was already 1.40am but then! I had already caught 2 jackpots for Jamie. Poor Mel. but lucky she got what she wanted! =D
Then we headed down to Raffles City's Starbucks for a session of chat and chat. LOL! Reached home about 5am? LOL!
10/09/10: Friday
I woke up at 2.30pm?! LOL! Then was thinking of going TPY to buy KOI. So I was tweeting whether I should go and find ZE:A too. So I was tweeting and Carol say she wants KOI. So we decided to meet and go see ZE:A. She came TPY to pick me up as I went to get KOI for the both of us. Headed down to Conrad. The boys were inside interviewing and eating. Carol and I decided to go Food Fest. We walked the whole round and she bought BBQ Pork. LOL! We found somewhere to sit down and watch ZE:A leave the hotel from far.Cause Carol's car was in danger mode. So we were waiting for the person to come and fix it.
Thus, we saw ZE:A left for dinner. They went Centre Point's Crystal Jade for dinner. And so, Carol spent $58, just hearing the uncle nag. He didn't even fix it! He said he can't fix it, got to drive it to donno what la. After that we walked to Conrad, we parked the car at Suntec. Didn't managed to see them go in. I went to talk to Clare, suddenly some fans screamed. I turned and went "KwangHee ah?" then fans around me was like "whowhowho?" to me. I don't know them.LOL! So I was like "I think it's KwangHee." and fans went after him. I stayed put there. Why would I wanna follow him to go get coffee and CoffeeBeans? I prefer Starbucks okay! He came out with his manager. Then they hopped on a cab. No one follow them. It's a pity. =S We headed home after that. =D
11/09/10: Saturday
Woke up at 10am. Super early please! Saw YanLing's tweet that there were fans queuing for the showcase already. I was like "HUH?! Wah, needed anot?!" hahahah! Took my time to take shower and all that. Went to TPY to buy ZE:A's albums. Carol came and fetch me, since she went Ubi in the morning to check her car. There was no problem in it. We headed down to Convention Centre to collect the tickets. Saw Adelene, Liting, HuiChing, YangLing and "GA-IN" there. LOL! Then headed down to Starbucks for some breakfast. Saw Jeantte and FungYin. They told me they got extra tix, so I asked if it's possible to give me that 1 pair, its for Mel and Joyce. They were so nice! They helped me asked their friends and got it for me! Thanks girls! St.Margaret's LOVES! XD
So we phoned Mel and Joyce up for the good news. Headed back up, saw many went in. We went in like after everyone went in with Joanne. We were standing away from the crowds. All the way at the back, chilling. After a while, Mel came. and 5 mins later ZE:A came out. 9 awesome guys. Which I was too high to remember 95% of the stuffs. All I remembered was Siwan's violin solo! DAEBAK! I was screaming my lungs out for SiWan! XDDDD
*I'm sleepy right now.Let me catch some rest before I continue tomorrow! It's 5.30am!*