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![]() ★Yeo Hui Fen Linda. ★19th January 1989. ★Ex-SMPS/SMSS. ★SP-DEEE. ★Symphonic Band-Percussion. ★Cotton On. ★WRETCH. ★FACEBOOK. LOVES: ♥Family. ♥Cliqque. ♥SMSS girlfriends. ♥SP Friends. ♥Cotton On Friends. ♥FCs Friends. IDOLS:
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Wednesday, June 15, 2011,
♥ 12:40 AM
Recently many things are happening around me.Family, Work and Love. Family, Doubt anyone read this blog anyway. So I'm just gonna blog it here. The doctors once again found tumors in my mum's body. It's at her liver this time round. No matter what, she had to go through chemo. I know my mum didn't wanna go through all these, she is afraid of the pain and losing of hair. At first she didn't want to do it, but thanks to my brothers, she agreed. I cannot imagine life without her. Afterall I have been relaying on my parents for 22 years. If *touch wood* she really pass away, I swear I don't know what I will do. I might even just end my life with her. Thats how much I need her. I love her too much to see her suffer. Though I have been trying to keep myself busy with work, but at the end of the day, every night on my bed, I couldn't stop worrying. Causing me to lack of sleep. Which is way I prefer going clubs or drinking sessions to numb myself every night from all these worries. Dear GOD, please, don't take make my mum suffer anymore. I believe she had enough, and PLEASE do not take her away from our family. Thank you. Work, Like I said, working almost everyday. Just wanna tired myself out. The store is getting used to our new Store Manager, Ling. =) GSS is killing us, but yeah, I'm sure we can handle it. Love, I guess I have seen through him? I don't know, but I think he have been behaving irresponsibility. Somemore it's with the people I know. And all the incidents always happen to be me who started everything. Just what do you want dude?! I'm feeling guilty towards them thanks to you. Yeah, I do have positive feelings for you. But to tell the truth, it's no longer strong. I'm beginning to hate it. I'm serious. I'm starting to draw that line up. Because I don't wanna hate a person, moreover a friend. Please dude, know your limits. |